Posted by, Fina Dan♥.

I was very confident I already knew what to type as soon as I entered the password. So many things were on my mind and heart of course. I just needed to spill it out. But I dont know why everything went missing the moment I click on "New Post". -.-" Okay, nevermind. Let's do this.

Okay, before I start I'd like to apologise if this post would turn out to be a little too lovey-dovey for some. Which is waaaaaaaay different than the way Hafiqal posts. Hehehee. For a simple reason; I'm much much much more emotional and sentimental than he is. Hehehee. :D

I now realised why people often say, "Don't judge a book by it's cover." And the one who thought me to realise that, was you. Simply because, you don't act the way you look. Right now, I know you as someone who could really be serious and funny at the same time, someone so strong yet very easy-going. I never thought I'd learn to know, understand and love someone like you in just a short period of time. It normally takes me months to get to know someone and fall in love. Somehow with you, I fell in love right at the very moment.

It has already been nine days, a week and two days since we started contacting. And get official in between. You gave me a better perception of what love is. And how heavenly it feels. I learn to understand how life is. And be reminded; no matter how badly we plan for the future, it's eventually determined by someone else. In a way to say; God. Still, it isn't a crime to hope and chase after a dream.

So right now, I'm hoping for the moment, our moment to last forever. I want us to last forever. You've showered me with the utmost love, happiness and laughter. Not eversince official day. But eversince the day we started texting. I love the way how things are with us. We can appear as both friends and start teasing each other to the extreme. And at the same time appear as complete lovers, hugging each other very tightly even as we walk. How we laugh so hard about each other's jokes. And how we can really say the three words consistently for a few minutes. I love it how so smooth things are with us. And how badly you're afraid you'd hurt me. I love it how you can really joke about girls just to make me jealous because you love it when i am. And i love it when i irritate you by asking you the exact same question repeatedly, and you give me that face. Hehee. I love it when you do that matrep pose just because i said something that has to do with it. I love it how we'd go about searching for mat and minah reps and whisper: "Life Spirit, Life Spirit, Life Spirit." (i know i shouldn't add this part. hehehee.) And i love it when i go about searching for Singhs and pinch you but you don't seem to notice. Until i told you about it. hehehee. So cute. I love it too each time you get close to me and tell me you love the smell of my hair. And i love the smell of your perfume. Above all, i love it when we both just love us. Because that's what making us stronger each day.

I understand the both of us has a past. And I'm willing to be here with you, teaching you the true meaning of love, while walking through the whole journey of life with you. No matter how bitter or sweet it's gonna get. I'll promise to be here with you, Sayang. Life seems to be so much more colourful, sweet and heavenly with you. I'm already very much serious. And i hope you are too. No 'watez, watez' okay? I love you.

Till death do us part. :)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO;
Cinta♥