If it still mean a thing to you,

Happy 20th (monthsary).

What will i give to actually punch you in your fucking face

and make you seriously realise that your lifes a fucking lie.

Maybe its time that someone has to really slap the back of your head real hard so you will come back to your senses.

Sadly enough, reality stinks and i'm sorry that i won't be there at all for you when you finally come to your senses cause i remember you saying that

i'm as good as dead to you.

We juts got to live with people who will treat us like shit.

Not saying that i am mr perfect,

but at least i still have the heart and

a soft side of me.

Cause i know how to appreciate.

I feel unwanted.

I feel empty.

I hate it when you talk to me like i'm a small boy

Never able to defend myself.

need to succumb to you.

Who am i to you?

What did i do to deserve this?

Lifes hard.

Fuck it.

Hate when you call me "BRO BRO"

Do i look like a pussy boy to you?

I don't.

The way you talk to me, Sucks to be me.

Its not that you're not good.

You're the best, But i want to feel appreciated too

Tak guna cakap ni semua, you mesti nak menang.

Till here, Nights.

<3

Hi, i know the boy have left this site for long. heh. Just gonna update a little on his side. :)

He may have given up after getting his O Level Results. But come on, studies isn't that bad for him. Though he may be in ITE, i'm telling you people out there, that I am still very proud of this boy. It's only his first half of the year in school but he's already got a GPA of 3.6 and from my point, it isn't bad at all. It is good. I mean, at least I know he's doing well there. Not getting influenced, not changing into some matrep or anything bad and definitely, still thinking studies are important. Truth of, I am proud of him this way. And baby, you gotta know that. <3

Apart from studies, he's also all done with bike practicals and have already gotten his bike license. hehe, gonna have his own bike soon as well. Then we can go travel travel and go makan at different places. heh. Oh, and baby also promised we'd visit USS first. heh. InsyAllah. ;>

That aside, the both of us have already been a year and a half together. It's amazing how we've come thus far. I never expected us to have come this far as well. You guys know we've gone through so much quarrel, so much of wanting to break apart and what not. But we've already shared many laughter and many lovely moments as well. Right now at this a year and a half, we've promised to get serious and have thought through this relationship. We are gonna make this last. And I know I have to be more patient and less hot-headed. hehe, :P

Okay, this would be enough for now. I actually forgot his password and had tried numerous times just to get in and post this up heheh i know stakat dah diam. XD

Love you, Cupcake! <3

Okay hi readers!

Lack of updates, i know.

I will update everyday from today onwards.

Okay fuck, I Failed My O's

:D

But i will still fight on and tahan to achiever my fat dreams!

Male nurse FTW!

HI BABY.