JIZZZZDROPSZZXX.

2011-09-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

If it still mean a thing to you,

Happy 20th (monthsary).

2011-07-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

What will i give to actually punch you in your fucking face

and make you seriously realise that your lifes a fucking lie.

Maybe its time that someone has to really slap the back of your head real hard so you will come back to your senses.

Sadly enough, reality stinks and i'm sorry that i won't be there at all for you when you finally come to your senses cause i remember you saying that

i'm as good as dead to you.

2011-07-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

We juts got to live with people who will treat us like shit.

Not saying that i am mr perfect,

but at least i still have the heart and

a soft side of me.

Cause i know how to appreciate.

2011-07-22T06:23:00.000-07:00

I feel unwanted.

I feel empty.

I hate it when you talk to me like i'm a small boy

Never able to defend myself.

need to succumb to you.

Who am i to you?

What did i do to deserve this?

Lifes hard.

Fuck it.

Hate when you call me "BRO BRO"

Do i look like a pussy boy to you?

I don't.

The way you talk to me, Sucks to be me.

Its not that you're not good.

You're the best, But i want to feel appreciated too

Tak guna cakap ni semua, you mesti nak menang.

Till here, Nights.

2011-07-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hi, i know the boy have left this site for long. heh. Just gonna update a little on his side. :)

He may have given up after getting his O Level Results. But come on, studies isn't that bad for him. Though he may be in ITE, i'm telling you people out there, that I am still very proud of this boy. It's only his first half of the year in school but he's already got a GPA of 3.6 and from my point, it isn't bad at all. It is good. I mean, at least I know he's doing well there. Not getting influenced, not changing into some matrep or anything bad and definitely, still thinking studies are important. Truth of, I am proud of him this way. And baby, you gotta know that. <3

Apart from studies, he's also all done with bike practicals and have already gotten his bike license. hehe, gonna have his own bike soon as well. Then we can go travel travel and go makan at different places. heh. Oh, and baby also promised we'd visit USS first. heh. InsyAllah. ;>

That aside, the both of us have already been a year and a half together. It's amazing how we've come thus far. I never expected us to have come this far as well. You guys know we've gone through so much quarrel, so much of wanting to break apart and what not. But we've already shared many laughter and many lovely moments as well. Right now at this a year and a half, we've promised to get serious and have thought through this relationship. We are gonna make this last. And I know I have to be more patient and less hot-headed. hehe, :P

Okay, this would be enough for now. I actually forgot his password and had tried numerous times just to get in and post this up heheh i know stakat dah diam. XD

Love you, Cupcake! <3

2011-04-22T00:49:00.000-07:00

Okay hi readers!

Lack of updates, i know.

I will update everyday from today onwards.

Okay fuck, I Failed My O's

But i will still fight on and tahan to achiever my fat dreams!

Male nurse FTW!

2011-04-08T11:57:00.001-07:00

HI BABY.

2011-02-21T07:36:00.001-08:00

When can i have you baby vespa? :(

Isn't she lovely? (:

2011-02-16T20:45:00.001-08:00

2011-01-20T08:46:00.001-08:00

Dusty blog.
I'm a dumb boy.
EETEEH for me.
Life's a bitch/
maybe not.
I'm an under-achiever.

NAK!

2010-11-22T12:18:00.001-08:00

2010-11-22T11:29:00.000-08:00

LOL.

2010-11-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

Nak masok syurga senang,

amal ibadah free,

pergi masjid free,

zikir free,

baca quran free,

solat free,

taqlim free.

tapi nak masok neraka kene bayar.

Pergi clubbing kene bayar,

minum arak kene bayar,

zina pon kene bayar.

Jadi mana satu yang kite nak?

renungkan lah. (:

2010-11-16T09:04:00.000-08:00

If you fight like a married couple,

talk like best friends,

flirt like first loves,

protect each other like brother and sister,
obviously,

you guys are meant to be♥

i miss you.

2010-11-14T06:26:00.001-08:00

2010-10-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

To my man;

Time passes so fast. Tomorrow's already the start of O's. All the best, Sugar. I know you can do this, you gotta believe in yourself and not give up at this point of time. Please do not even have the slightest feeling to. You've come so far, Sayang. O's would finally be over in a month's time. Three weeks? All the time you've spent revising would definitely be paid off. Insya'allah kay. Give it your best shot, baby.

No matter what others may say, I'm already already very proud of you, Sweetheart. I'll still be here for you and love you with all my heart no. matter. what. ♥

I'll see you soon, after all your papers are done kay. Take care, baby.

Love,
Your girlfriend ♥

2010-10-14T11:13:00.001-07:00

Hello world.
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Am going to sit for my O's soon.
Honestly, I'm not prepared.
I don't even want to think or see the possible outcomes of failing.
Well, this is life.
I want to taste success.
I want to feel the joy and happiness.
I want to fuck my teachers up and show them my middle finger for
underestimating a cute+handsome boy like me. _|_
But am i trying? YES I AM.
i know i can do it.
I have negative thoughts, yes i do.
What if i fail? WHAT IF?
i don't even know what's install for me in the upcoming future.
but god gave me the chance to path and shape my own future.
can i do it? YES I CAN.
but WHAT IF?
YES, WHAT IF?

2010-09-27T09:27:00.001-07:00

Kan tak bagus tipu tipu!

Watch me

2010-08-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

One day I'll make a change.
And leave everyone behind.
YES, EVERYONE.

2010-08-20T10:30:00.000-07:00

You asked for it and don't you blame me.
I had enough.
My patience has a limit.
This is the final straw.
Cause talk is cheap.
Now let me show you,
I'll walk the talk.

2010-08-18T09:46:00.001-07:00

I'm back bitchezxxxxxxxxxxx!
I scored an A2 for my MT 'O's
I'm more than motivated to score well for my other papers.
One subject down niggas! ^^
And insya'allah, take nursing as my very own career choice.
Wish me luck.
Nights pussyheads.
Happy fasting.
Siape tak puasa kene kentut kat mulut.
BYE!

2010-08-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

"I don't think everyday if schooling I would be fasting .
I want to fast but how ? see , my class girls all like fuck like that ,
the chinese uhh , wear pink bras go school all then would want show off their assets
eventhough it is not that attractive xDD"
LOL SIAA!
HAHAHAH! Took this from aeps blog.
26 september 2008.
Ahhhhhhh, i miss having him in school.
Stupid don't want to study.

luka masih berdarah.

2010-08-04T20:16:00.001-07:00

I may look happy,
But to be honest i am not.
Get the picture?

2010-08-03T04:36:00.001-07:00

Thoughts.

2010-07-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

Maybe the fact that people simply care too much brings jealousy .
The more you care , the more sensitive you get .
Over the slightest movement your significant other makes ,
you get utterly disappointed or sad or mad .
I’d say , we need space .

2010-07-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hee. Perhaps now that the O's are nearing, Boyfriend's getting easily frustrated with things. And that includes the littlest things i do be it intentionally or not. :/ That's perhaps the ultimate reason why i should be extra careful with my words and actions now. And treat him extra nicer than usual. But tetap, i love my boyfriend so much more than macam crazy pig. Hehehehe, XOXO.

2010-07-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

HIDUP KU BAGAIKAN SEBUAH TANDA TANYA.
TETAPI TAK AKAN PERNAH AKU AKUI KALAH.

(Y)

2010-07-16T12:34:00.000-07:00

2010-07-09T11:10:00.000-07:00

It’s taken me awhile, but I’m learning that letting go of the past is a good thing.
It doesn’t mean forgetting, it just means moving on.
You can’t enjoy the present when you’re still stuck in the past.

Hope sooooooooooo

2010-07-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

This small little problems might affect me.
BUT I'm pretty sure that Del and I will make it through.
Plus chop money back guarantee.

Wondering.

2010-07-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

Someone told me that love is a selfish thing?

2010-06-29T04:05:00.000-07:00

2010-06-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

Get jealous baby, get jealous. Heheheheeh, (;

Reason to this photo, Boyfriend's been loving my nail colour and would only prefer this instead of the many different colours I have. -.-"

Anyways, Boyfriend's been sick and that's prolly the only reason to him being extra extra manja these days to the extend that I couldn't even leave him for awhile. Heheh, so cute.

I know, through it all, we'll always stay strong together.

I love you so much, honeycakes.

XOXO,
girlfriend

2010-06-22T03:01:00.000-07:00

It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name and no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody knew
But I wish you the best, I guess.
-everybody knows
John legend.

playing it on my guitar over and over again.
i won't get bored of it.
trust me.
Meaningful and i love it!(Y)

Lveeee

2010-06-19T11:22:00.001-07:00

DELFINAAAAA!<3

This girl here might be a pain in the ass sometimes,
But i still love her. (:
Take my hands and never let go?
Pinky Promise me?
If you break my pinky promise, i will break your pinky, promise. HAHA!
you are my eye candy and will always be.
<3>
Nak kena kimbo slice?
HEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2010-06-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hi baby, I'm writing just to thank you for the date yesterday eventhough you wasn't feeling quite alright. Hee, I thank you for making the attempt to go for something you dont quite like but I do. Like Movies. I thank you for dinner and the time spent together. And no, don't say yesterday was prolly pretty boring for me. Because the truth is, I'll always look forward for the time together with you. I know I'll have have wherever it is or whatever we do, as long as it's with you. (;

You know sayang, you make me so happy and all full of laughters whenever I'm around you. (eventhough sayang, eventhough at times you can be such pain in the ass and make me merajuk sayang. but i know you'll come pick me back up again. heheheh.) I love the way you are and I definitely love the way we are now. Thanks, Sweetheart for believing in me again. You know i so well, we're gonna last a lifetime this time round. Insya'allah.

P.S: I thought the second way of asking was a little sweeter than the first. Hehehee, but I dont mind at all. As long as, I'm yours now. And for-ever will be. (;

Sedih bulu

2010-06-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i might show that I don't give a fuck about things.
But honestly, i do.
I never want to lose you.
This is how i feel and this is fucking real.
i may not be the best but I'm trying to be one of the best for you.
I maybe pretty messed up and yes, i thank you for choosing me.
But all i ever wanted was you to really know how i feel.
We're living in this life , full of lies but everyone is bound to make mistakes.
And i really hope that you learn from it.
Even though you hurt me countless of times , i forgive you.
Remember that.

Goodnight world.

2010-06-02T05:45:00.001-07:00

WHO DO YOU THINK I AM?

feeling siaaa

2010-05-24T07:36:00.001-07:00

Selamat malam pembaca.
Hari ini saya akan 'update' tentang keputusan peperiksaan
pertengahan tahun saya.
bagi saya , kertas kertas yang di duduki amat mencabar.
Saya telah mencuba dengan sedaya upaya untuk lulus.
Walaupun saya gagal untuk mencapai matlamat saya ,
Saya berasa puas kerana kelihatan seperti ada kemajuaan.
Saya lulus hanya satu subjek pada peperiksaan pertama ,
sekarang saya berjaya meraihkantiga kelulusan.
Dan juga meraihkan distinction bagi bahasa ibunda.
Pada tanggal 31 may 2010 , saya akan menduduki peperiksaan 'O'
bahasa melayu saya.
Harap saya dapat lulus dengan cemerlang.
Saya feeling2 tulis dalam bahasa melayu untuk me-warm upkan
diri bagi peperiksaan kelak.

Selamat malam. (:

So common , So Cheap!

2010-05-22T07:53:00.001-07:00

Looking back at all the times we had,
I wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad.
But in the end we were just wasting our time,
Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind.
Lost my mind...

I knew you were common when we started this thing,
So very common with you're everyday dreams.
But I was i need for a heart of gold,
So I took a chance and I came in from the cold.
Life's so cold...

I oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you.

I thought you were something but you proved me wrong.
Money is your only god, what a tired boring old song.
Just another coward out to sell your soul but it just goes to show that
Nothing in this world is forever.
And people are all the same.
And there's no such thing as love.
It left me choking like a candle in the cold hard rain.

But there's just one thing I never told ya. You're numb fucking broad

You were so common, you were so cheap,
Another coke snortin' slut from the barroom scene.
But brother, I was so empty, I was so blind,
I turned my back on the truth before my very eyes.

'cause sister, you could have been anybody.
You could have been anyone.
All I needed was anybody,
All I needed was anyone.

Check this out I was cold and empty and your body was warm
You could have been one of those fucking blow up dolls for all I fucking cared
Thanks for the fucking memories you fucking sow!

2010-05-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

You're tearing me apart.

life, again.

2010-05-17T08:03:00.001-07:00

I am sorry i hurt your feelings
And that i said what i said,
I am sorry that i am not what you are looking for
and that I'm not your dream guy,
I am sorry that you hate me so much
and that i am annoying too you,
I am sorry i said “i love you too″
and meant it,
But most of all i m sorry that i am still in love with you.

go figure

2010-05-15T11:26:00.001-07:00

SPOT SOMETHING?

Chee kuai!

2010-05-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

-Voguelicious-

HAHA!

I want to be on the cover of Forbes magazine smiling next to Oprah and the queen.

♥

2010-05-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

I have a girlfriend that care's and loves me a lot
And all i have ever done is to BREAK her heart.
I know I've been acting up lately.
But I still love you like how i have ever before.
You complete me.
And all i ever wanted is for you to have happiness.
And give me just this one opportunity to make us work out.
Take your time.
just don't let go , Del.

I miss you , yes i do.
Goodnight world.

Pardon me from my mistakes, lady.

The rules of attraction

2010-05-12T03:43:00.001-07:00

Lying here and all I want is to beat
my face against this wall
Motionless you drift away, and I'm left wondering
"If it means so little to us why do they
fall down you like rain?"
Your hand in mine
I felt explosions for the first time
I realized words are just words
Heartbeats singing us to sleep
Chasing a dream, but some things are never meant to be
The air is filled with a cold uncertainty

Your beautiful but you don't mean a thing.

Why do i even care?

As I take this first breath
Glittering blackness paints me a brand new colour
Forget 'us' this is mine, with eyes like diamonds shine
Swallow me whole sugar
Swallow me whole.

"To be honest with you , I don't have words to make you feel better.
But i do have the arms to give you a hug,
ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about.
And i have a HEART. A heart that is aching to see you smile again."
And this is from me to you.

Who the fuck taught you snaps

2010-05-11T08:31:00.001-07:00

I can't believe you could walk away, leave this so easily
Blinded by the stars in your fucking eyes

I'll tear them out and replace them with something real
Teach you to feel how I fucking feel

So tell me how does it feel to fuck yourself up?

So follow, please follow me through this just take my hand
Set yourself free.

lifehouse.

2010-05-04T08:24:00.001-07:00

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you

study study study

2010-05-04T03:07:00.001-07:00

Shall start studying
Or I'm as good as dead.
FML.

Down and out.

2010-04-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Just another someone.
I've lost my pillar of strength.

2010-04-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello world.
Just came back from playing football.
When out and when to a place before hand.
We used to spend time there, favorite spot .
Watch the world passed by.
Wish you could be there with me.
I can't describe how much I'm missing you.
Reached home , received news that an uncle of mine passed away.
But I'm not closed with him. so yeahh.
Hope granny could take the news. Love you.
Parents are out to go visiting.
We're supposed to hide it from my granny.
Shall try too.
May you rest in peace and god bless you.
Amin.

Night wonder people.

How i wish you knew.

2010-04-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

Here comes the pain.
Here comes me wishing that things has never changed.
And she was right here in my arms tonight.
but here comes goodbye.
I can hear she say i love you like it was yesterday.
I can see it written on her face.
That she had never felt this was.
Here comes the last time.
Here comes the start of every single night.
The first of every tear that I'm going to cry.
I miss you.

SAD SAD.

2010-04-21T01:01:00.001-07:00

When you smiled you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you.
When you cried you had my urge to hold you.
When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.

2010-04-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

denbsxjbasjask

2010-04-11T07:20:00.001-07:00

FML.

2010-04-09T10:28:00.001-07:00

PRAWININGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

2010-04-04T08:10:00.000-07:00

hen li hai hor!

FML

2010-03-28T04:44:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling quite sad ah.
got my CA results back on friday.
quite satisfying ah , 35 points for L1R4!xD
stupid right?
head like egg already.
like this go ITE also cannot siaa.
Better if i go back kindergarten.
-.-"

DFN.

2010-03-25T22:56:00.001-07:00

Miss you.

SMART.

2010-03-18T09:23:00.001-07:00

OBEY.

2010-03-17T03:24:00.001-07:00

DICK.

2010-03-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

8=D

ZAKYYYY's.

2010-03-12T09:51:00.001-08:00

CLIMATE.

2010-03-12T00:23:00.000-08:00

2010-03-10T10:47:00.000-08:00

Hi Lovely Prince,

I'm missing you soo much, too much already. Just the way it has already been. :/ I know it'll get even worse once I've settled in. But you should know, even so, I'll continue loving you more and more and moreeeeeeeeeeee each day. Hee. But I know very well that we'll do fine. And just like what I've said over at my site, I trust you a whole lot. And I know, you won't set your eyes whatmore your heart on any other girls. Right, right, right? Heeee.

Saya cintaaaaa banget sama kamu.

Hugs and Kisses;
Princess

2010-03-06T07:42:00.000-08:00

I've apologized about the issue that is happening in school.
My bet for not knowing the actual story.
You're just being ego for not accepting my apology.
Then be it.
Cause i don't friggin care.
I am who i am.

2010-03-04T04:20:00.001-08:00

“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love,

the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”

2010-03-01T05:28:00.001-08:00

Poor guy.

2010-02-28T07:25:00.001-08:00

The best.

2010-02-27T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hehehe, thanks Loverboooy for the great night. ;) I'll see you again, pretty soon. Rightttttttttttt? :)

I'M STILL LOVING YOU, MORE THAN JUST SO MUCH & MORE THAN JUST ANYTHING. ;) Hehehehe.

A day away to Second Month! ;)

XOXO;
Cinta

2010-02-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

A cabbie picks up a nun.
She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her.
She asks him why is he staring and he replies,
"I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.

She answers, '
My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun a long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive."

"Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me."

She responds,
"Well, let's see what we can do about that:
#1, you have to be single
#2 you must be Catholic."

The cab driver is very excited and says,
"Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too!"

The nun says
"OK, pull into the next alley."

He does and the nun fulfills his fantasy.
But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying.

"My dear child, said the nun, why are you crying?"

"Forgive me sister, but I have sinned. I lied, I must confess, I'm married and I'm Jewish."

The nun says,
"That's OK, my name is Kevin and I'm on my way to a Halloween party."

Sealed with a kiss!

2010-02-23T08:46:00.000-08:00

Baby Darling, I'm sorry for the things I said the other night. You know I really dont mean it that way, Dear. :/

And trust me, I would never leave you cos right from the start you've already create a space and stay in my heart forever. Hehehe, ;) We already are a part of each other. And I'm already believing in the things that will happen in eight or ten years time. Heee, ;) So now, how could I possibly leave?

I'm loving you so much more each and everyday, Love. Just dont hurt me too often? :)

Xoxo;
Cinta ;D

2010-02-19T10:54:00.000-08:00

I can't sleep.

cause i kept thinking of candy-girl.

I'm sorry.

I ♥ Y.

2010-02-18T21:48:00.000-08:00

TISSUE PAPER.

2010-02-17T08:21:00.000-08:00

Hi, K! (You should know what K stands for. hehehehehe!)

Heheh, I never knew Loverboooy "stole" my picture on FB and post it up here. Soo sweet. ;) I'm currently very excited and overjoyed actually. Because Loverboooooy gave me the green light to go start him a Facebook last night. So now the both of us has an account. Life's gonna start getting interesting on FB. We prolly should take more pictures noooooooow. Hehehehhe. ;)

Other than that, my Loverboooy made me feel a little better after I told him about the Education path I was choosing. I'm not 100% sure of it. Or if I was going to be able to cope with it. I'm hoping, really hoping I can. IF, I get into it. :/ He's gonna marry a Teacher. God's Willing. Heheheehehee. ;)

I'm loving you like crazy, Precious.

XOXO,
Cinta. ;D

2010-02-14T10:21:00.001-08:00

DFN♥.

2010-02-02T00:07:00.000-08:00

Understand Understood.

2010-01-31T06:59:00.000-08:00

Hi , bitchessssss!
Yesterday , which is Saturday when out to meet Ms Delfina for her lunch break.
Very manja ahh this girl.
Then at 7 met kyky.
Trained to bugis met the rest.
I was late for the show , so cannot see boi lee perform!:/
around 11 fetch Delfina from work as she's been pestering me too!xD
Then send her home and cabbed home.
BLA BLA BLAAAAA.

Today as usual , go malay dance.
Then had dinner with teeq, nabilah, yanchik and jiji.
gossip gossip for awhile , then slap each other.
Lepak-ed with jiji and yanchik.
And there's school tomorrow.
F siaaaaaaaaaa!-.-"

BYE!

2010-01-31T01:48:00.000-08:00

Happy first Month in advance, Loverboy. Hee. I love you so much much much more than you do.

Visit my Tumblr, soon? I left something for you. ;) Love you.

XOXO;
Cinta

2010-01-29T23:44:00.001-08:00

cliché.

2010-01-25T07:17:00.001-08:00

SHAG.

2010-01-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

2010-01-14T02:54:00.000-08:00

(Sorry ah, I shiok sendiri want to put my picture. Hehe. Love you.)

Hi Sayang. I miss you sooooooooooo much already! :/ I'm hoping for us to meet again this Saturday. Promise to get your things done on Friday night so you can meet me on Saturday? Today was such a bore! Minus the lunch with Faz, I only went online the whole day and Chat with my friends and Facebook and Tumblr. Sooo boring. :/ Hmm, You start a Facebook Account as well. Pleaseee? :) Oh ya, I changed my nail colour already. I bought the blue one in the end. He he he. :) Everything feels sooo boring. Except the times with you. I don't feel like working already ahh. :/ I only want to work from November onwards. You know why. He he he. ;)

You don't change your feelings. Okay? I'll make sure you'll love me till your last breath. Because I love you too much already. :D

Muuwaah. XOXO;

CINTA♥

2010-01-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

It's time to say BYE-BYE to POA ah!
Ceebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
waste my time only.
DROP ,DROP, DROP AHH!
I'm inspired to score well and at least make it to NYP ah.
Just like my best bro , alon.
Power packkk ahhhhhh!
I'm so fucking gonna take diploma in nursing.
If nursing cannot never-mind!
I take diploma in dental hygiene therapy!
Cheyyy aku-.-"

Let's do this.

2010-01-10T17:51:00.000-08:00

What more should i ask for?
Everything's perfect.
And nothing could change it , love.

Lastly , congrats for passing your O's.
You deserve it.
Love you.(:

2010-01-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

You're just living a life full of lies.
Continue rolling on the credits , LADY.

2010-01-08T08:30:00.000-08:00

The best siaaa!
HAHAHAHA!

2010-01-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

Posted by, Fina Dan♥:

Hello, Dearest. ;)

Thank you for the sweet post and luck for Results. Heh. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee love you, Honey Bee!

Don't worry, Baby. I promise you we'll be together for a lifetime. I've already learn to love and cherish you with all my heart. And it's not just about you taking extra good care of me. I have to do the same too. And I promise that when things take a wrong turn, we'd still work things out hand in hand. I won't mention the baaaaaaaaad word. I took your hand. And I won't let go. I promise I won't let you experience the exact same thing you experience from the love or life you had before. Not anything close to that either. I love you, Baby.

We're gonna last forever. God's willing. :)

We'll continue having fun like we always did, Sayang. ;)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO;
CINTA♥

2010-01-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

I shall bear all the consequences.
Cause this is what life is all about.
and i hate this part.

2010-01-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

Don't hate me for the things that happen.
Why?
Just Look at what you've done.
Don't tell me that you've been waiting.
Cause i've been waiting wayyyyyy longer than you.
And you never did realize it.
Move on.
Cause i had enough.
I'm happy with what i have now.
And that's that.
I'm sorry.

2010-01-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

That guy up there is MR FADZLON.
Or better known as ALONTON KUTCHER.
Basically , his just the best ahh.
We've known each other for the past 10 years.
Yet , we don't even change a bit.
We both have the kanasai and bo chap attitude.
But don't care ahh , cause i know ,
That person up there is the person that i could rely on.
People come and go.
But he'll never go siaa , always come.
Sibeiiii jia lat! haha.
I'm posting about him is not because his wearing my shirt in that picture.
But i'm just proud to have a brother like him.
Although we are not blood related , we are fats related.
I love him more than i love my boxers.
Yet , i pray that our brotherhood will be everlasting.
love you.

2010-01-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

Posted by, Fina Dan♥;

Hee, thank you B. I was smiling very brightly from left to right upon reading the last few lines of your recent post. Thank you, Dear. :) I love you so much. But we'll focus on your O's first. Alright? You better think of me and study hard. I'm very sure, you're gonna beat the odds again this year. Hehehee. ;) I'm so happy, it's gonna be first week together tomorrow. We'll countdown to first month. Then forever. Heheheee.

Love you! Happy First Week! ;)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO;
Cinta♥

2010-01-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

REALITY.

this is life , full of ups and downs.
I had my fair share of experiences.
But somehow i can't relate to it.
Everything seems okay.
But at the back of it , things are going haywire.
And i totally hate it.
Can i have a good life?
No problems , no nothing?
How i wish life could be like
"Hey life , your awesome!"
Instead of
"Hey life , you suck."
Nehhhhhh , a brand new year. A new resolution.
I'm turning into a pessimist , soon.
I can't possibly wish life would be a smooth sailing.
Snap back to reality , face everything like a MAN.
Can i?
How i wish Love could be with me forever.
Cause i need her.
Whats past is past , i need to bury it.
I have the new lease in life and
that is to concentrate and pass my fucking O's.
And love MS FINA DAN♥ with my whole heart.
<333.

2010-01-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

Posted by, Fina Dan♥.

I was very confident I already knew what to type as soon as I entered the password. So many things were on my mind and heart of course. I just needed to spill it out. But I dont know why everything went missing the moment I click on "New Post". -.-" Okay, nevermind. Let's do this.

Okay, before I start I'd like to apologise if this post would turn out to be a little too lovey-dovey for some. Which is waaaaaaaay different than the way Hafiqal posts. Hehehee. For a simple reason; I'm much much much more emotional and sentimental than he is. Hehehee. :D

I now realised why people often say, "Don't judge a book by it's cover." And the one who thought me to realise that, was you. Simply because, you don't act the way you look. Right now, I know you as someone who could really be serious and funny at the same time, someone so strong yet very easy-going. I never thought I'd learn to know, understand and love someone like you in just a short period of time. It normally takes me months to get to know someone and fall in love. Somehow with you, I fell in love right at the very moment.

It has already been nine days, a week and two days since we started contacting. And get official in between. You gave me a better perception of what love is. And how heavenly it feels. I learn to understand how life is. And be reminded; no matter how badly we plan for the future, it's eventually determined by someone else. In a way to say; God. Still, it isn't a crime to hope and chase after a dream.

So right now, I'm hoping for the moment, our moment to last forever. I want us to last forever. You've showered me with the utmost love, happiness and laughter. Not eversince official day. But eversince the day we started texting. I love the way how things are with us. We can appear as both friends and start teasing each other to the extreme. And at the same time appear as complete lovers, hugging each other very tightly even as we walk. How we laugh so hard about each other's jokes. And how we can really say the three words consistently for a few minutes. I love it how so smooth things are with us. And how badly you're afraid you'd hurt me. I love it how you can really joke about girls just to make me jealous because you love it when i am. And i love it when i irritate you by asking you the exact same question repeatedly, and you give me that face. Hehee. I love it when you do that matrep pose just because i said something that has to do with it. I love it how we'd go about searching for mat and minah reps and whisper: "Life Spirit, Life Spirit, Life Spirit." (i know i shouldn't add this part. hehehee.) And i love it when i go about searching for Singhs and pinch you but you don't seem to notice. Until i told you about it. hehehee. So cute. I love it too each time you get close to me and tell me you love the smell of my hair. And i love the smell of your perfume. Above all, i love it when we both just love us. Because that's what making us stronger each day.

I understand the both of us has a past. And I'm willing to be here with you, teaching you the true meaning of love, while walking through the whole journey of life with you. No matter how bitter or sweet it's gonna get. I'll promise to be here with you, Sayang. Life seems to be so much more colourful, sweet and heavenly with you. I'm already very much serious. And i hope you are too. No 'watez, watez' okay? I love you.

Till death do us part. :)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO;
Cinta♥

2010-01-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR FAGGS!
2009 was a great year.
But definitely 2010 would be better!*please ah*
Trying to be optimistic here.
Play alongggggg ehhhhh.
Hope i will manage to ace my fucking o's this year.
And be a male nurse!:D
And also , i have CINTA with me.
So no worries.
& i'm going to be 18.
Up yours ahhhh!

:)

2009-12-28T22:22:00.000-08:00

Random love.
Random lover.
But definitely the best thing in my life!:D

2009-12-12T09:44:00.000-08:00

My weekends is gone just like that.
Working on both sat and sun.
when can i have my own time?
to shit and dig my nose with my friends/family.
dah besok aku nak puaser.

bye.

2009-12-11T07:17:00.001-08:00

Result day is exactly 1 week away.
Just hope for the best.
I am having this gutsy feelings.
Bye-bye dunman?
Boleh ke aku nyanyi school song next year?):
Haishhhh.
I am still in a dilemma.
What boxer should i wear tomorrow?

2009-12-09T08:24:00.000-08:00

I don't like working.
I don't like working.
I don't like working.
I don't like working.
I LOVE working.
I don't like working.
I don't like working.
I don't like working.
I don't like working.

Thought that working at toys r us would be fun.
But NOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
I don't like to do straightening ahh.
Double cb siaaa i tell youu.
But went i get the money best ahh.
Can buy a lot of hello panda.

Haishhh , goodnight.
Sarangsemot.<333
(it's goodbye in Korean , okay?
haha! kelakar kan?-.-"

2009-12-04T09:22:00.001-08:00

How i wish you knew that you were my everything.